November 3, 2008 [10:26 pm]--- Helluva Drug
--> The past few weeks have been hectic, let me tell you! Well firstly, two weeks ago my computer just stopped turning on, so i had to
I had to delete EVERYTHING off my comptuer and start from scratch...I know, it was sad! so all my pictures from the past 4 years....yes they are gone.
anyways, I've been kinda bummed lately due to the fact that my best friend Mo' went back to washington, my best friend rafa kissed me on halloween, and now hes being an awkward sack of lard...
it sucks! on top of it my dad is no longer giving me school work time, even though im a home school student, he goes out all day and makes me do housework....
what a bitch! haha, anyways...i guess i'm just ranting now...I've had a tough couple weeks, and I have court in a few days...BOOO!
CELESTE!!!!
October 4, 2008 [12:53 pm]--- kids on acid
--> so yesterday, i had been trying to decided whether i wan't to chill with Waffle and the High5, or Mo' and my 'night friends' haha thats what we call eachother
lol, i would have been just doin the same old thing with Waffle yesterday..waiting for weed, so I chose Mo' and the others because, ahh they are my best friends too...blah blah
anyways, they were trippin acid...so i was like ah its kinda late in the day for me to do it cause i had curfew at 130, so yea...anyways i agreed to watch them,
and i just got fucked up off all my other options haha i wont go into details, but it was fun... :]
hahaha anyways, my friends explained to me, what...ive been tryign to figure ou the past 4 years....im known to make things awkward around people...
not like bad awkward, because i like silence around others, sinceit means they are thinking...but everyones told me when im fucked up...
i get super deep and honest and whatever...like smart again, ahahaha smarter than when im not fucked up haha. okay i dont feel like writing right now though,
afer stupid of the night before. so peace out!
CELESTE!!!!
October 3, 2008 [12:23 pm]--- so much so much..
----> you wouldn't believe how much time i spent...putting up my poems hahaha, theres some typing errors, ignore them. ha!
but read my poems! i really need som feedback, i must know if i should give up the dream of being a poet! for you lazy asses...::
Poetry.
Get On or Get Out
I'm a run on sentence or two.
What she did for glue and cocaine
Oh it's cloudy outside
Letters under bedframes
Rachael
Murder on your car's hands.
No Time for tomorrow.
I was made like this.
I can't look at my reflection.
And an author she be
Oxygen please?
7 layers deep
Fish hook
This isn't about suicide.
go check out the poems! tell me what you think!
CELESTE!!!!
October 2, 2008 [9:31 pm]--- BOring!.
--->so, I don't really feel like broadcasting tonight :/...or updating lol, i'll add my movies and shit tomorrow...me waffle and oscar had not shit
to do today! all we did was brawl, then go to oscars and lay around on the floor and shit listening to music chillin...it wasn't a bad time but it was a lame time..
haha, oh well the awesome thing about it is...there's always gonna be a tomorrow. man, time likes to tick. but uhh, I guess all I did was chill and drink some sour apple vodka, but i wasnt
tryna get drunk today THAT bad, i thought I was...but then the warm feeling in my stomach told me NO! cause it was like 4 haha, drinkin is fo the weekend partay!
anyways...i guess, i'll be watching a movie tonight, eating some chicken, and cleaning my room! my webcam might be on, but i dont think I'll be responding to the JTV chatters this evening.
CELESTE!!!!
October 1, 2008 [9:20 pm]--- Father of Mine.
---> WOW! lol, today was gay actually. Good, but gay..so iffy, maybe on the shitty side. Not to sure...Well if there's one thing you outta know before I begin it's this:
My two best friends....don't get a long. they used not...three months ago, but only a couple weeks ago that super changed around..
Oscar, who is not photographed in the previous blog (he was standing beside me), has a little cousin (primo) named Miguel, who knows how to throw down for his 1st birthday.
We partied ya know? had a good ol time, with some smirnoff and corona....some xanax (mo' and oscar and i didnt know the mis was lethal..) anyways, poppin good time...so at about 2 am, we all decided to walk the mile to Mario's house to crash for the night...we as Mario, Waffle, Mo' and I..now we get there, i don't really remember the walk but Mo' was holding
waffle's hand cause she couldnt walk sometimes..now Waffle took this the wrong way, which is w/e he was drunk too..lol and i guess when we got to Mario's
apparently I threw myself on the floor and just crashed, didnt even make it to the bed haha, but Mo and waffle and mario did.
now...waffle all night was just tryna get with Mo' and she....oh shit, nevermind long story short, mo' though waffle was her boyfriend cause she had been living with him for a month before then, and
woke up still fucked up, to waffle's curious hands...now Mo' just got right into it, and went at the belt buckle..then she realized..WHOA i'm not in seattle anymore and hopped up and left...so Mo' and Waffle let shit stay awkward
and now they can't stand eachother. But anyways today, Mo' and I found my dad's stash, and i thought to myself....I've never smoked my dad's...personal little stash. so you know this led to that, and i grabbed a little nug before i went to Mo's house.
Now you can find out how I did in my video section, i posted a link here --> Video!
Anyways, after that happened, we stopped at Waffle's to say hey, cause Mo' still tries to make shit work, but they always end up sayin something that makes her mad...they as in the High5 lol but oh well..but since i made the obligation to chill with her today i left with Mo.
anyways, Waffle was being all emo and blazed sitting in Sleep-o's car all by himself while everyone else was doin shit. except Brian sat with him int here for a bit, then moved to his own car...geez sometimes i dont get those guys..goin all girly and sad on their own haha. anyways, i guess today wasn't that bad...I finished ordering my classes for this semester. BUt, i was supposed to go check in at this place i applied to work at, and I totally spaced it oh well...shitty economy = jobless teen. gay stuff.
Today's links, adds & updates
Suh_Lest's FlickR
--New poems currently being added..
Check the Viddler Acct. VIDDLER
--new videos to check out! CLICK THIS
CELESTE!!!!
September 30, 2008 [2:43 am]--- Welcome Back.
I've decided i need to get my ass to work on this site! i'll be building my poetry portfolio on here. and I'll be broadcasting a lot more.
I need a laptop! someone get me one! hahaha with a webcam, so i can go mobile! that'd be the shit haha. but anyways, i withdrew from public high school, and will be doing homeschool
till graduation, so expect to hear a lot more from me! and yea. Send me some ideas on what you'd like to see on my site! i'm totally down for some cool legit original shit!
send me some questions in the FAQ! i love to answer silly, serious any kinds of questions! anyways, keep readin, watchin! and give me feedback, i love to hear from guys!
celeste@invasioninspiration.net email me!
LATER! 4:48 am
-- added poetry section!
-- added new pictures!
-- answered a FAQ question!
-- 2 new poems! comment the blug tell me what ya think!
&thensome.--listening to (escape artist//sage francis)
My best friend is on the far left!
-----today I basically kicked it with the high five, and was on a day long mission for an eighth.
FLICKR! check out my flickR account! Suh_Lest's FlickR
CELESTE!!!!