fishhook.

THE TRUTH--

seems really distant.

and its starting to reel me in.

I want it to come now
so i can feel the pain faster
and heal quicker.

I want the pace to speed up up up!

lies to me are everything.
saying they mean nothing,
is cliche' and dishonest.


I let them inside my heart.
i let them rot my heart.


i've heard so much of this,
profanity.

i dont think those compliments are,
real.

i want to feel this,
beat

i want to feel this,
care.

i want to feel this,
love.

that everyone else is getting into.
i want to be a part of the music.

but i'm breaking in a different direction.

i want to feel this,
fade.

i want to beat this,
pain.

i want to throw away the,
chords that keep my heart a beat.

I'm walking now.
& I'm hitting a split road.

the sign is pointing here

and the sign is pointing there

I've lost my sense of direction,
so I've been pacing from start to center.

And I'm never going to get to the end.