This isn't about suicide.

Suicide is creeping
I'm on the edge.
It's not what I want.
Suicide is creeping
It's not what I'd like.

I'm standnig here
waiting.
talk please!

Fourteen years wasted
and 80 more to kill.

I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I'm looking for.

But It's not here.
I'm standing on the edge
My toes are overlooking the city, below me.

jump jump jump
don't give in yet!
I'm looking still.
But it's not here.

I'm sitting here
gathering my things to leave
SAY SOMETHING!
I'm done waiting.

Ten minutes wasted.
20 more to kill.

I don't know what 'm waiting for.
I don't know what I want to hear.

But your not going to say it.
I'm at the door now.
hand on the knob.
waiting for the twitch of the turn.

walk walk walk
don't leave yet!
you're murmuring your thoughts
all six thousand.
trying to push them out through
two words.

I've hit the ground.
you could've said something.
don't blame yourself.
THE GIRL'S CRAZY.

She's looking for love.
She's looking for knowledge.
She's looking for hope.
She's looking to be complete.

You can't complete me.
No I can't complete you.

Be the ambulance.
I could've said something too.
Your mouth is still tight.
Your eyes are still open.
My mouth is shut too.

I feel four words in my throat.
And you just don't get it.

It feels heavy now.
The oxygen is to much.

My lungs feel the pressure.
My heart's clogged, but the blood is still rushing to it.
My thoughts are shrinking.
Fade in.
Fade out.

I'm copacetic.
But I'm dying.
I'm looking for myself.
But you pity me.
I'm crippled.
But your still walking with me.

Give up.
Guilt was to deep.
Alternatives were too shallow.
The blackhole swallowed my feet.
I can't feel my legs now.
The blackhole swallowed my heart.
I can't feel your emotion.
The blackhole swallowed us.
I can't see you.

We're forever falling.